I have a past that tends to haunt me

I run from it but it’s exhausting

Call me messed up, at least you called me

Tell me why am I falling?

Fall for it when I should be running

I hate every trick that I fall in love with

I gave you my trust, it’s all for nothing

you lost your daughter

You lost your daughter

you lost your daughter

You’re all that I’m missing, all that I am missing

No future for us, I was too blind to see it

You tell me you love me but I don’t believe it

I go off on mom and I make her the reason why me

And you could never happily be in a relationship

To you I have no meaning

You’re trying to fix broken, I hope that you fix me

Can’t put us together when we are in pieces

Cause when I think of you all I feel is numb

To my new sibling, I’m wishing you luck

I’m paranoid, Imma mess it up

Our love bond couldn’t trust in us

I got screwed over when I tried for months

Now my insecurities are over the top

I always assume what’s ahead of us

So you leave us knowing we’re not the one

I’m stuck inside again, comparing minds

Not trusting those who step into my life

I, when I, suffer pain for a millionth time

And you ask why and I reply

I have a past that tends to haunt me

I run from it but it’s exhausting

Call me messed up, at least you called me

Tell me why am I falling?

Fall for it when I should be running

I hate every trick that I fall in love with

I gave you my trust, it’s all for nothing

You lost your daughter

you lost your daughter

you lost your daughter

Staying with me is a problem

You close off, you don’t like talking

I walk into commitment with you with precaution

Because our last argument caused it

I gave you my trust and you lost it

It’s the same to say that your heartless

I tried to talk to you to make progress

But the thought of getting hurt again is taunting

And now because of you I’ll never ever know who to blame

Put me through crap, I burnt in flames

I burn down, down, down

And you ask why and I reply

I have a past that tends to haunt me

I run from it but it’s exhausting

Call me messed up, at least you called me

Tell me why am I falling?

Fall for it when I should be running

I hate every trick that I fall in love with

I gave him my trust, it’s all for nothing

Its all for nothing

Based on the song “Tear Me Apart” by Sik World

It’s always hard being new to a school because you don’t know anyone, you don’t know how the school runs, and you feel alone like an outsider. I’ve been to many different schools and have experienced this many times. Every time it’s always the same feeling and always makes you feel sad and alone. Being a new kid is hard and you should never have to go through it alone. When you go to a new school noeone likes you and you have to leave all of your old friends behind and try to make new ones. This can be very difficult sometimes and make you feel like a nobody. Especially when you get shut out and everyone acts like your not even there, and it makes you feel horrible.

Lots of people act like they’re okay and nothing is wrong when really you feel horrible and just want to go back to your old school. When you do that it just builds up the anger and sadness and eventually makes you feel worse than you already do. It’s always great when you find that one friend that is always there for you and you can always trust. Once you start to get some more friends it makes you feel better and also it helps you to realize that people do care about you. Eventually you get to the point where you don’t feel new anymore and you feel safe. School is a place that should accept new people and be kind and respectful to everyone. You should feel safe when your at school not threatened. Being new can have a negative or positive affect on you it depends on how you think about it and if you try to make friends or not. The worst thing to do is not be yourself which puts you on a path that you shouldn’t go down. No matter what happens to you, you should always be yourself.

In Florida keys their is so much to see,

A good resting spot is a big palm tree.

A fun thing to do is go snorkeling,

You might even find a statue of a king.

In Key West you will find the southernmost point,

You are only 90 miles away from Cuba’s pinpoint.

My favorite part about Florida Keys,

Is a cool water ride called a jet ski.

Make sure you go to the dolphin research center,

But as you reach the cold water you wish you never entered.

Make sure you go to a nice fun resort, 

With a beach, smoothies, and a tennis court.

While you are there you will find lots of lizards,

But make sure you keep an eye on them because they disappear fast like wizards.                                That is my poem called florida keys, 

Hopefully you get their when there is a nice breeze.

On the last day to hunt that week I was sitting in a tree stand for about 30 minutes when a perfect 2 point buck that was huge came out I was so nervous and almost took the shot but turned and was not broadside anymore. So I waited and waited and then the perfect shot about 25-30 yards away broadside he was so I put the crosshairs right behind his right shoulder and squeezed the trigger. BOOM!! He darted and I was thinking it was a bad shot but no it was really good but I didn’t know at the time and waited for about 30 minutes because if you charge them when they’re wounded they like never die but if you wait they bleed out. But the shot went through the shoulder through the heart and out behind the left shoulder. A big chunk of the heart was gone but gutting him was a nightmare. 

But when we got hide and head off we then quartered him we went home the next day and packaged him up and in the freezer, he is now ready to be eaten. Also, the hide is being tanned and I’m getting a European mount for the head so yea.

You will come into a whole different world

With sand and smells everywhere,

Like a scratch and sniff card,

But in real life,

You settle and go to the beach,

To swim in the blue and green water,

Beyond the dusty sand,

Is a diamond cove of seashells and crabs,

A small path,

That leads to sand, water, and life,

Just smelling the air,

Will fill you with enchantment,

Once you feel the water, 

You’ll be in heaven,

Leaving for home,

Is like saying goodbye to a long lost friend,

‘Cause this is my TRUE HOME

Winter, summer, spring, fall

Winter illustrates a mood that’s dull

Snowflakes forming, Kids twirling

Snow is sprinkling from the sky to the ground

It’s a time to gather around

Winter is leaving spring is here

Every road there are flowers where their petals appear

The smell in the air generates a delightful mood

As if the smell reminds you of your favorite food

As spring scurries and summer comes fast

The vacations bring joy and memories from the past

Now that fall is here and the leaves start falling

The cool weather almost seems like winter is calling

Pumpkins start rotting, and the jackets come out

Now that fall is over its time to take the winter route.

All of the seasons come and go but every single season has its own glow

Fortnite is a game that you can play solo or duos or squads and you drop in a map and you need to gain loot.    

There are a lot of weapons available.  There are a lot of types of weapons. Two types are legendary and common. Legendary weapons are rare and do more damage than common weapons. Common weapons are gray. My favorite common  weapons are the common hunting rifle and the common rocket launcher because they are easy to find.

Kevin durrant was born in Suitland,Suitland-silver hill,MD he was born in 1988 , he was a great basketball player he started playing at 9 years old and he was drafted in 2007 he was a 2nd overwall college he went to was university of texas.He started playing for the national chrishtan academy then he transferred to montrose chrishtan school.The teams he played for in the nba are oklahoma city thunder,Golden State,and now he plays for the brooklyn nets.

Kevin durrant is 6’10 and weighs 240 pounds  his shoe size is 18 his first team every was the supersonics but they are not a basketball team anymore but he is a great player and he can dunk on anybody his first dunk on somebody was on askick but he was 17 years old he played for the oklahoma city thunder and he got an alley oop off this play and it was the dunk of the game in 2009.

I choose him because he is one of my favorite athletes and he is a outstanding player and he can never be stopped and he will break your ankles he dunks on people he even dunked on Lebron James when he played for the Miami heat and he won MVP for the all star game and skill.

I was walking up to my friends house. I walk down the hill and then take a left and go through the fairgrounds. Through the grassy field carrying my bag with my costume in it. When I got to the back of his house there was a fence around his house and I could not find the door. I called him and he came and show me where the door in his backyard. I went to his house and dropped my costume off and came back out side. I ask him and his friends if they want to throw the football. We threw some football. The football hit my finger when I was trying to catch it. Then I went to raise my hand and jammed it into wall. It hurt really bad.

It kept bothering me. My mom took me to Urgent Care. The did an x-ray, came back and confirmed I fractured my finger right below my knuckle. They put it in a splint for it to heal. It can take up to four weeks to heal. 

Hey lisselle, anxiety here, just letting you know that you look horrible today. Also, Kylie, Gigi, and Sarah’s life would probably be the same without you… as your advisor you have to trust me. You are nothing to anyone… might as well keep quiet. No one likes you, do you have your phone? Why did she look at you? Is there something wrong with your hair? Your face is covered in acne. No one could love you. Does your mother like you? Your dad? Your sisters? No. stop they love you.. Right? 

I can’t breathe. Why is this room so small. I need space. The room is spinning. WHY CAN’T YOU JUST PRETEND YOUR OK?! …I don’t know, I try, I really do it’s just… you make it so hard to be happy. Just let me be ok. No. you are nothing. No one likes you. It’s quiet. too quiet. My face is tingling. Water? No I don’t want any. Why are all these people in this room… a hospital? No. My room. I don’t want any water… but im so thirsty. Am I ok? No. I’m not ok. I can pretend

How did it come to this? 

Sincerely,

Anxiety