Lost Your Daughter

I have a past that tends to haunt me

I run from it but it’s exhausting

Call me messed up, at least you called me

Tell me why am I falling?

Fall for it when I should be running

I hate every trick that I fall in love with

I gave you my trust, it’s all for nothing

you lost your daughter

You lost your daughter

you lost your daughter

You’re all that I’m missing, all that I am missing

No future for us, I was too blind to see it

You tell me you love me but I don’t believe it

I go off on mom and I make her the reason why me

And you could never happily be in a relationship

To you I have no meaning

You’re trying to fix broken, I hope that you fix me

Can’t put us together when we are in pieces

Cause when I think of you all I feel is numb

To my new sibling, I’m wishing you luck

I’m paranoid, Imma mess it up

Our love bond couldn’t trust in us

I got screwed over when I tried for months

Now my insecurities are over the top

I always assume what’s ahead of us

So you leave us knowing we’re not the one

I’m stuck inside again, comparing minds

Not trusting those who step into my life

I, when I, suffer pain for a millionth time

And you ask why and I reply

I have a past that tends to haunt me

I run from it but it’s exhausting

Call me messed up, at least you called me

Tell me why am I falling?

Fall for it when I should be running

I hate every trick that I fall in love with

I gave you my trust, it’s all for nothing

You lost your daughter

you lost your daughter

you lost your daughter

Staying with me is a problem

You close off, you don’t like talking

I walk into commitment with you with precaution

Because our last argument caused it

I gave you my trust and you lost it

It’s the same to say that your heartless

I tried to talk to you to make progress

But the thought of getting hurt again is taunting

And now because of you I’ll never ever know who to blame

Put me through crap, I burnt in flames

I burn down, down, down

And you ask why and I reply

I have a past that tends to haunt me

I run from it but it’s exhausting

Call me messed up, at least you called me

Tell me why am I falling?

Fall for it when I should be running

I hate every trick that I fall in love with

I gave him my trust, it’s all for nothing

Its all for nothing

Based on the song “Tear Me Apart” by Sik World